Never will one weep more then when nightmares become a place of solace against the benighted days.....

You're the worst unfortunate person to have pushed away someone like me who loved u more than anything

Im not a stranger to grief
i know its going to get easier
i also know i will always remember them,that it will always hurt!
but it should
because if it hurts,,it means you cared and thats a good thing
in.my.eyes
.x.

U know what ?? u were *bullshit* .. and I was *stupid*

I pray to god my mom and devon to make this pain go away I need the strength to be stronger and I want everything to fall into place amen. <3

Ps: heal this broken <3

Black tears flow,
Inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness.
I can't even put into words,
My whole body is releasing pain,
And I can't face it all on my own.

You seem so far away and I don't mean distance. I'm in the now and my mind keeps trying to force you into the past.

"The thing about dreaming about dead people is that you don't really know they're dead - your brain makes you forget that one key fact. And then you wake up and remember they're dead and you feel the loss all over again, every single time."

To the world you were just one person, but to all who all loved you, you were the heart of the world.

I sit in total
isolation.
Desolation.

(from ''Here I sit'' take a look?)