When it"s all yew have left you"ll do anything to hold onto it...

Even when the flaring light of candles dies

my wish will never come true

~bekka~

"A hole grows in me,
Somethings missing breaking me in two,
Guess this has to be a final goodbye to you"

From my poem Final Goodbye

She wonders why she always wants to cry. She wonders why she always does. She doesn't know what's wrong, yet everybody does. Her life's really not that bad and school just comes easy. So, then why do tears run down her pretty lil' face?

Was life so bleak that you couldn't even reach out to me for help?

My life stopped the day you died, knowing I could have saved you.

A shadow takes your place
A memory pretends you presence
My imagination comforts my loss

My heart keep running up and down for you
Does yours?

I thought my life is over but looking at my friend and how she is dying every day makes me feel so guilty

Liife aiint 'bout how hard you hit;;
iit'z about how hard you can get hit
but keep moviin' forward.x

I love you mommy! To the end of the world! I just wish I could love you enough to get that darn cancer away from you, so you can live forever and ever!