* iit''s hard, ya know? you liie iin bed and your free to thiink about anythiing and the only thing that you can''t seem to forget is that she''s gone...and thats why we lose sleep at niight.

I could not cry no matter how hard i try
now after a many and many more years
i cry alone many times though no one see or hear

PLEASE READ ME POEM DEATH THANKS

&& iiM SO TiiRED OF HANGiiNG ON TO YESTERDAY, SO TiiRED OF WiiSHiiNG iiT WAS JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY. iiM READY TO START SOMETHiiNG NEW. BUT THE TRUTH iiS, NO ONE CAN COMPARE TO YOU

You were more than a grandpa you were my first true hero but I guess even heros get shot down I may never be able to see your face again but thats ok because you are always in my heart I had you to tell me life is ok and help through my fears

"Dont leave me...dont you leave me!"-Xena

Broken heart,
slit wrists.
lifes a dream,
your all that i miss.

Baby.
I miss you.
I never knew just how much those words meant.

"Every night I see it happen. Every morning I wish it was a dream"

"I had so many things to say to her that I didnt get to"

"What would you of said?"

"I would've told her how empty my life was before she came, and all the lessons I learned...and that I love her"