He said he'd be there for me no matter what. well guess what i really need him and he is no where to be found

Everyday I struggle to find the strength to stay strong

I didnt think i loved you that much,
Until the day you walked out the door and it felt mt entire world crumbled.

Usually,people think that i'm a strong,happy person..
but behind my smiles that i wear everyday they just don't know how much i'm in pain and almost broken..

Behind this smile is something u could never understand

 I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay.  But as my life goes on it hurts more in every little way.

I'm just a screwed up girl living in a screwed up life in a screwed up world. Welcome to where being me is -*Never Enough*- for people

I wonder if i would feel different if he didn't take everything from me

He has clearly moved on, so for the love of god why cant I???????

I'm not ready, my life was so much better without you in it