Do you really think that there is someone out there for a insane freak like me?

I can't do this anymore. You are pushing me away

I'm not pushing you away, I'm holding on for dear life! I just need for you to need me back!

I drink to forget, but I just remember more.

You were a part of me that i thought i couldn't live without . Now that you're gone , i'm below the ground -- 6 feet under .

How can I undo the things I've done?
How do I changed what I've become?
How can I go back to when we were one?

Words Were Slurred, I Didn't Know What To Believe, And Now I Know, You Lied, And I Should Of Left You, The First Time, Not To Know, I Fell In Love Again, And For You To Hurt Me, Only Made It Worse.

You Threw Me Away, Like I Was Yesterdays News. Now, I'm Bruised, And Torn, Forever Forlorn.

Love can sometimes be magic... but isn't magic just an illusion?

The closer I look
The more I see
How we were never meant to be

Written 13-4-2008