Why did it take you a year,
To finally tell me you loved me?

When all along I was pouring my heart out,
Hoping you felt the same.

Everything she wanted to say that night,
Has been locked away somewhere deep in her heart.

Everything she wanted you to know,
Is something she'll never be able to say.

I knew the whole time,
That I meant nothing to u.

But I made an illusion in my mind,
That I lived by.

I made the illusion that u needed me like I needed you,
When the truth is u never did.

The truth is I need u,
More than u ever needed me.

Why is it when I finally get over you,
You find some way to come back,
And make me fall inlove all over again?

Why cant you be that man
The one i've always dreamed of
Why can't I be that girl
The one you'll always love
And why do you capture my heart
My essence, my being, my soul
Why do you love her
When its my heart you stole

If you dont love me, tell me
If you hate me, tell me
But plz don't lie to me
Because your hurting me with every word you tell me...

Cruel and mean
nothing is as heartless
as a human being

Those Flashbacks, Are What I Think About At Night, And How Much I Miss You, But I Start To Think Again, Of How Much You Don't Care,

How far I’ve fallen into you
The things I would be willing to do
To just have that feeling one more time
Just for a moment for you to be mine

(From my poem, Not What I'm Supposed to Do, check out!)

Theres some texts that I cant erase
Some conversations Ill always save
Ill look into his eyes
And Ill see your face
I wont kiss him in your basement
I cant open up to him
He'll touch my face
And i'll imagine your hands