I hate how your an expert at hiding your feelings,
open your eyes
can't you see the pain your causing
how I'm slowly rotting away.

"If it hurts this much, it can't be meant to be."

I got down on my knees and confessed my heart to you, told you too love me forever you looked down at me and told me to get up becuz there are somethings you just couldnt do.

Silence is the loudest thing I've ever heard

&& What Hurts The Most Isn't That You're With Her
Or, That You Hate Me Now
Or That I Know I Messed It Up..
It's Knowing, I Can't Say Anything..
To Make You Change Your Mind..

I've Searched && Searched For An Explation For This Feeling..
Somewhere Between..
"I Effin Hate You!"
&&
"Why Did You Leave Me..??"

Everything comes with a sacrifice..
You were mine..

& i have lost the one & only person that keeps me alive.

The story when E met K started on April 6, 2009 11:11pm and ended at September 16, 2009 11:47pm.

Pump the drugs
Through my veins
Numb my body
Get rid of the pain

(From new poem "A Big Mistake...)