Empty is that field of hope
and the walls between us.

-old poem

She can't just be his friend,
There's so much more to it than that,
She's falling in love with him.

You said forever so many times,
You said you'd love me no matter what,
But I guess forever came too soon.

Everytime she hears his voice,
It takes her back to that place,
The place where her heart breaks,
And the pain is back.

She did it.
She's falling in love with him,
Even after she swore to herself she'd never love again.

She's screaming to herself,
Hoping it doesn't come out.

She's praying to God,
But it's getting her nowhere.

She's pretending,
Only to hurt a little more.

What have you done to me?
I can't sleep,
Because I know you'll be there when I close my eyes.

You've got me feeling so weak,
When you're holding my hand.
And everytime you smile,
I die a little more.
Because I don't want to feel,
What I'm feeling inside.

She tries so hard to pretend.
But pretend for what?
Everyone see's that she's hurting,
And they all see past the fake smile.
So, now she's only pretending,
Just to hide from herself.

She cries in the middle of the night,
Praying for everything to be alright again.