Hold back the tears,
But don't let him see you're falling apart without him.

"moving forward with stripes of the past"

And with this empty feelings i feel inside, i still can't gain the strenght to let go.

To angry to hit
to sad to cry
to much pain in general
wish i never had to say goodbye

I wish you would hate me, because it would be easier for me to forget you...

Sometimes you just want so badly to move on..you would do anything to just stop the hurt..

but it just wont go away...

& its killing me to walk down this hallway,
holding back the tears & that clumped feeling in my throat
..looking around at all the faces, hoping to see you, knowing thats not going to happen.....

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I don't know what you heard but when i look into yo eye's you seem to lost hopes & trust on me..

I don't wanna let go yet because i want to hold on a little longer to see how things will change.. && i don't wanna make a mistake & regret it...

Im so tired of tryin to get yu bck! so im done tryin...imma finally let go bcux im jus hurtin myself even more in tryin to make somethin that will never work out..
ii love yu tho but is time for me to go