Lie to her all you want,
She's numb to it now.

The silence is breaking her heart,
Let her know she at least crosses your mind every once in awhile.

It's taking all I have,
Just to hold on.

If I could,
I'd go back in time,
And erase the memories,
Of ever meeting you.

I put too much of myself,
Into what I thought would last forever.

Hold your head up high, beautiful,
Don't let them see the tears of regret.

JUst stay the hell away from me,

And stop playing with my mind........

I don't think anyone else in the world ever had a child and thought 'now i have something i can hit'

I'm not special you just want me to be.

I didn't tell you because you don't want to hear about it. You just want me to clean up the mess, but there are some messes you just have to live with.