I long for the numbness of the Grey, and I wonder: why did I even try?

I'm sick of your tricky games....I just need you...but the old you..I dunno why you are changed so much

I'm not the type of girl guys fall in love with. I'm not the girl that guys say "wow she's beautiful".

After All The Lessons He taught you, You Never Learned

My heart is still hurting, but do I dare show it, or let him know it?

I miss his kiss, it made me feel like he actually cared about me

I'm so confused!

Should I smile because were friends?

Or cry...?

Because that's all we will ever be.....

What hurts the most in life
Is when the only one you care about
In this world is always ignoring you and pretends
You dont exists......

I hate what life has brought me
I hate what living life has made me
I hate living life cuz this pain inside is killing me slowing

I just want to tell you this,

Just remember who was by your side the whole time
When everyone left you to die from hurt and pain