And if you only knew how these eyes looked, after endless nights of crying and wishing we never met.

I still love you. But I'm scared to tell you because I don't know what you'll say.

Rain always makes me think of you. Then I realize how much I miss you. I haven't seen you in months. Please come back </3

I'm getting used to you coming and going as you please. But just because I don't show you that it bothers me doesn't mean I'm okay with it. As soon as my bedroom door closes at night, my broken heart shatters again, and I lose it...

You thought me how to love
You thought me how to hate
You've manipulated me
Somehow I'll also learn how to forget

Years ago, I was crying,
U told me "stop crying, I'm here for u"...

But now, I was crying,
U told me "stop crying, you'll forget about me someday"

I want you to hold me like you used to, even if it's only lust.

Loving you wasn't easy
But it wasn't hard for me to think of all the trouble u would be
Yet in the end you were worth it
Because u were the one that i adored
Till u were taken from me that cold winter night

I try to go on like I never knew you,
I'm awake for my world is sad for sleep.
I pray for this heart to be unbroken..
But w/o you, all I'm going to be is
Incomplete

& I ended up wasting my entire life thinking you were the "only one"