I'm still not ok

And i'm still sitting here wondering why you left .. </3

It hurtz 2 kno that i cnt get u bck even if i wantd 2 cuz u n anotha relationshp u hve a fam nw n i jus cnt get ova that i miss n love u so much i wish thangz cud rewind n go bck 2 da past

Stop for a minute and think...my name is carved in your heart...so why did you say goodbye...

I hate myself for a lot of reason but what i'm doing to you is the most i've ever hated myself

They say I'm not responable for his happiness but i feel so guilty because i leave him at home sitting all by himself just lonely

So I'm wondering, why did God make us have feelings when he knows we get hurt in the end? He wants me happy, right?

Our memories must stay in my mind so i dont cry them out my heart .

It's just so hard to let you in, thinking you might slam the breaks again..

Do you remember when you said i was yours? well tell me what to do now, since your her's..?