I tried to forgive u but what you did isn't worth forgiving

I want you to know that I think,
you'd be good to me
and I'd be so good to you.

Sometimes i feel like every words that came out of you is just lies.

I miss the way you hugged me
The way you smelled my neck
The way you'd stroke my hair
As I lay there and slept
I miss the way you missed me
I miss how I felt like I was flying
I miss what you did for me baby
And I hope you know Im lying.

I feel like I'm falling again
And baby, I don't want to go back
I need you to be a reason
To put on a smile and laugh
So please, don't leave
Don't let this end
All I'm asking for love
Is for you to be my friend.

She cant tell u how she feels,
Because when she does u make her feel like shit.

She cant tell u shes been head over heels for u all along,
Because she knows thats not how u feel.

She runs away,
Because she knows u arent who u said u were.

Why did it take you a year,
To finally tell me you loved me?

When all along I was pouring my heart out,
Hoping you felt the same.

Everything she wanted to say that night,
Has been locked away somewhere deep in her heart.

Everything she wanted you to know,
Is something she'll never be able to say.

I knew the whole time,
That I meant nothing to u.

But I made an illusion in my mind,
That I lived by.

I made the illusion that u needed me like I needed you,
When the truth is u never did.

The truth is I need u,
More than u ever needed me.

Why is it when I finally get over you,
You find some way to come back,
And make me fall inlove all over again?