"He was the first guy I gave my complete heart to, I feel like letting another guy in is like feeding my newborn baby to the hungry lions in hopes they will eat the dirt inside!!!"

I had to wonder if she truly still loves me when she called me my nickname yesterday... Held my hand... Hugged me hard... Broke my heart all over again as it ached to be able to love her like I did before...

I miss the way she told me I cross her mind like cherry blossoms... I miss the way she used my nickname... I miss the way she said "I love you"

" See when you say that you love someone you don't call them just so you can argue with them, you call them to say you love them not to hurt them. Love is not just a feeling that you can just joke around with."

It's funny how the people who you always trusted and loved are the ones who hurt and betray you the most.

You tell me that you're sorry but you always end up hurting me at the end of the day.

Happiness thrown away
again...

I just stole my heart back from the one whom I love but almost destoryed me, causing much more damage to my heart and leaving deeper gashes in it's flesh! IT HURTS SOOOO MUCH!

How do you cope with the fact that each poem you write ends up being for the one who broke you?

It hurt when you told me that no one would ever like a girl with more scars and cuts than friends. It hurt even more because I loved you and because sadly you were right.