No 1 can hurt me more then he did
bc all the things he said
are still running through my head
hurting unbearably 2 find out he never meant a thing
I cant change the truth
No other guy will hear me say I <3 U
Nor will I open up again
This is why!

Why can't people relaize, that's its too late!

If I can't trust my own mom, then how can I trust anyone else.

"He was the first guy I gave my complete heart to, I feel like letting another guy in is like feeding my newborn baby to the hungry lions in hopes they will eat the dirt inside!!!"

I had to wonder if she truly still loves me when she called me my nickname yesterday... Held my hand... Hugged me hard... Broke my heart all over again as it ached to be able to love her like I did before...

I miss the way she told me I cross her mind like cherry blossoms... I miss the way she used my nickname... I miss the way she said "I love you"

" See when you say that you love someone you don't call them just so you can argue with them, you call them to say you love them not to hurt them. Love is not just a feeling that you can just joke around with."

It's funny how the people who you always trusted and loved are the ones who hurt and betray you the most.

You tell me that you're sorry but you always end up hurting me at the end of the day.

Happiness thrown away
again...