When your crying your broken heart out, and you fall on your knees because you just can't hold yourself up anymore.. You broke me, you completely and utterly shattered my heart.

When it hUrts so much you can't breathe......

Can you see th pain in my eyes??
Of course you can't,
since all the pain in my eyes,
are caused by all the tears,
you've made me cry.

& U say you'll give a black eye
to every boy who has made me cry.
But i wonder who's gonna give YOU a black eye.
since the only boy who i've ever cried for is,
YOU.

Pain is all I feel,
when you are near.
So please go away,
because this feeling i just can´t take.

Misery is wat you get,
for treating me like crap,
since we first met.

I wish i can put my finger through my throat.
& throw up all the feelings you've made me soak.

Inhale, "I'm alive, and I'll be okay with out you." Exhale, and repeat.

Inside, I'm screaming.

I was so stupid for letting you fill the spaces, between my hands and my diary pages.