What do you do when being yourself..
[[ Isnt good enough ]]

I cry because I miss you
I cry because I'm sad
But most of all I'm crying
Because you hurt me really bad

Every once in a while this unbelievable sadness comes over my heart and breaks it all over again...not because of the way things are but the way things could of been.

Teased, pleasured, trapped, and used.
Shattered, battered, broken, bruised.
Stripped, twisted, warped, confused.

All because I fell for you.

I really cant get over you, unless you hold me again and tell me you love me.

A curved scar lies across my heart,
A love so strong has left a mark.

How can i still be crying over you..
When I already found some1 new
Could it be that i STILL love you

This time it’s different
This time it’s me
This time I will repent
This time I will see
This time I will know more
This time I don’t have to be scared
This time I don’t have to explore
This time I will be prepared

Have u ever realized that maybe i only keep saying that im over u because inside me i keep wishing and hoping that maybe if i say it enough it will come true..

* iim not the giirl ii used to be,
my smiile has gone,
the twiinkle in my eye iis no longer there,
iim sorry iive changed,
butt ii only changed because ii wanted to be perfect for youu