You're the reason I can't find a reason to smile.
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I can't help but fear that I am just another pawn in your game of life.

You can see through that smile,
That she's isn't doing okay.

And you can see in her eyes,
She's isn't going to make it much longer.

Sometimes the people you fall hardest for,
Aren't ready to catch you.

And I figured that out,
When I fell in love with you.

I knew the whole time,
That I meant nothing to u.

But I made an illusion in my mind,
That I lived by.

I made the illusion that u needed me like I needed you,
When the truth is u never did.

The truth is I need u,
More than u ever needed me.

I just want what i cant have
but when i can have him i don't want him

Everyone talks about his/her girlfriend/boyfriend and I just sit there with a fake smile.
Inside my blood keeps boiling with jealousy and my heart keeps crying the tears of blood.
I am so jealous of the world.
I dont know what to do.

The best way not to miss someone, is to convince yourself that you hate them.

Its useless to dwell on something you never really had

..life is too ironic to fully understand..it takes loneliness to know what happiness is..it needs noise to appreciate silence and heart break to value true love..: (