How long am i gonna keep trying until i can say that giving up is ok.

I sat there for three hours crying, sobbing without stopping. Until my throat hurt and my eyes were blood red. Until I forgot what I had originally wanted to forget. When I heard your voice I knew, I cried so much I got over you.

If my life were written in pencil id erase the day the i met you.

I think of myself dying all the time and see my family crying and i don't care anymore

Relationships are like war. When your heart gets broken you are a wounded soldier. It will heal but there will always be a scar to remind you of that day in the battlefield

When I look into your eyes, I see that you truely have forgotten me.

I never want to go to sleep because thats when i let my mind think about whatever and it seems to always go to the most painful memories...you

I fell for him...that was my first mistake

And with each smile i managed to fake.... Another little piece of me breaks inside..

I just wish i could tell him i still love him and show him how much he hurt me