You hurt me so badly, but why am I so crazy to still love you.

I don't understand how you trapped me with no chains

Sometimes I just wish life would restart.

And i'm still sitting here wondering why you left .. </3

You could have dumped a bucket of ice water down my back and it still wouldnt be as cold as the words you said to me </3

"kung may ibang nagpapasaya sayo sabihin mo agad sa taong nagmamahal sayo...para hindi na masayang ang mga sakripisyong ginagawa niya para mapasaya ka!"
"dahil ang totoo sa iba ka naman talaga masaya"

I'm not going to say how much I love you,
When the feeling was never there.
I'm not going to try to make you stay here,
Because I know you never cared.

Why do I keep holding on to something that is never coming back?

Please.. i beg you... stop hurting me

The worse thing you can do to a parent that has been nothing but good to you, is leave them feeling lonely because you aren't there