I hate what life has brought me
I hate what living life has made me
I hate living life cuz this pain inside is killing me slowing

I just want to tell you this,

Just remember who was by your side the whole time
When everyone left you to die from hurt and pain

What's the point in living life
If you have no one
To talk to
To cry to
To be loved
To love

What's the point in living a life alone?

Grab a knife and stab it in my stomach
Cos I gaurantee it will hurt less then seeing you with another person

i might seem happy on the outside to everyone

but in the inside im slowly dying in my own tears

& I ended up wasting my entire life thinking you were the "only one"

It's not like "I don't want to say it"
But more like "I can't say it"

I don't know how missing just one person can make life so hard and empty
i don't know how one person means to me more than 20 other person around me may be coz he is the one i need and i want but i can't get him

Thought i did what's right, thought i followed code
you asked me what was wrong, and finally the truth is what i told
but that's not what you wanted, you wanted one more lie
like all the ones i told before, about how "i'm alright"

As a tear runs down my face,
you ask me what is wrong,
i shake my head laughing,
saying nothing,
but as soon as you turn away,
i whisper everything</3