Too many people are responsible for these tears. I'm done. Only so much I can take in one night.

Never again...

Mother: "it's like you're trying to escape to another life."
Me: "maybe you're right."

The pain is back. Feels like someone literally jammed a sharp blade into the base of my skull. Fun times.

People stop caring, I see.
It's starting to take its toll on me.
Left all alone I can barely breathe.
Is anyone listening?

I should have known.

Sometimes the little things get to you the most.

It is always nice when your father tells you that you're a disappointment. Makes me feel so much better about myself.

Comparing one individual's suffering to another serves no constructive remedy to the pain that both individuals endure.

Having a person tell you that they are in love with your girlfriend pisses you off and breaks your heart. I know. I had it happen today. Haven't stopped crying. I know she loves me but... It... Hurts... Really bad.