We can all hope for true love... but it rarely happens... that is how hope deceives people...

"freak"... "weird"... "creep"... these are the names that they have branded me with... these are the names that I am known by...

I'm in such a bad place,
I just don't understand..
I wish it would all stop.
Because i'm getting scared.

Have you ever gotten to the point where, it actually hurts to say 'I'm fine.' ?

Stab me in the back and I will pull out that blade to stab you in the front.

All we need is a pinprick of light to illuminate the darkness of our pasts.

Dear God,
What did I ever do to you for you to put me through this?

Do you ever wonder what it would be like to wake up, with a real smile?

I don't want to be here, I want to be up there.
In the clouds. With the stars.
With no hurt, no lies.
Away from all of this.
Truth be told, I hate everything down here.

Leaving is easy, it's everything else that's so hard.