I dream of being Sleeping Beauty without the kiss of awakening.

Music is important to me it saved me from myself

What if I can't trust myself, what if I just need some help?

Maybe I've just had enough.

I wonder everyday if it is a facade. Or if you really do miss me. Even just a little.

You're the only person I'm ashamed to say I looked up to.

These sleepless nights. This isn't how it's supposed to be, but you're so good at taking your time to get back to me.

How wonderful it would be to see Angels where there are only clouds. How sad it would be to see clouds where there are Angels.

I read of those who survived,
I write so they know i'm still alive.

My life seems to be a long waiting game,
I'm always waiting for someone,
or waiting for a way out of this maze,
searching for an exsit that I will never find.