How do you ignore the pain
When its tearing at your heart
How can you act so happy
When inside you're falling apart
How do you go on with life
When you hide the pain inside

I know the truth inside
The stories are all lies
If I told you whats real
How would you deal
Sometimes I don't care
But I know its not fair
You deserve to know the truth
but would the pain eventually soothe

Maybe i need to be blonde
instead of this gross brunette hair
maybe loose some weight
these insecurities i cannot bear

If i told you the truth, would you leave me alone? Or keep trying to help, and push me along? There's a reason all these things are left unspoken. So don't try to fix me... Cuz i'm not broken...

You've Always Acted Like You Don't Care,
One Day You're Gonna' Blame yourself,
'Cause I'm Not Gonna' Be There!

I'm An Ugly Duckling Trapped In Darkness With Silver Shimmering Swans...

Once again I have to hide behind my mask since my true feelings are cast out by friends.

l
o
v
e
is a four ltter word that can kill destory lifes
By:shelly moss

"We live only to someday die.

Yet some still gaze out at the world as if it is full of mystery and hidden splendor."

Now.there.is.no.beauty.in.bleeding.mascara____x