Its hard to hear, when your a child that you parents dont love each other anymore, that the never will again, and even with the chld knowing this...she knows that love is a hard thing to live by.

Regrets for the wasted time, is a more wasted time.

This is my fairytale...

loving you forever...

while he's your happily ever after...

I pray for my grave as i sing my last song, and read the last book, So convenient that all three end in goodbye. The curtain lowers, the book snaps shut, and i close my eyes, with only one last breath for the slightest bit of luck...

Do you even notice my absence? My dull and lifeless eyes? Do you even notice that my grave is being dug and my funeral being planned...?

I have alot of good, caring, friends. But i still feel so alone and misunderstood...

Please remember those few simple words. Weather you know it or not, they may end up saving someones life...

And right before i hit the ground, I whisper my goodbye, even though no ones around to hear. That smile turns into a frown, and a tear runs down my face.

Smile at me with hope,
Call me with meaning,
Hug me with warmth,
And kiss me with passion,
But in the end you always end up killing me.

The one thing i can never have is staring me in the face.