Music is honestly the only thing that puts me at ease no matter what mood I am in.

It's time to forget the past and move on with my life.

I hate how people make such a big deal with one mistake you made. Seriously what the heck happened to giving people second chances?

Your like a shooting star you only come when i need a wish

Lost out in sea in a sinking boat, screaming for someone to rescue me, but even sitting beside me everyones a million miles away

I'm the smoke from the flames you can't see

Why do we cry, When the pain will still be there,
Were do our souls truly lie. When the sorrows come, lured in by the sound, We surly are to die. Slow and painful taking joy in the weeps, we all will close our eyes.

I'm sort of living a lie right now... There is just so much going on in my head that I wish I can tell any one but my stupid journal.. but I can't tell anybody the truth of my thoughts because I don't know what's going on in my mind...

After all the shit that has happened, I don't know what to do... I think I'm 110% alone now </3

Holding back can hurt....but is letting it out really ganna help???