It's hard to know you're someone I'll never have...Thinking about you makes me mad...

"Nature;s first greeen is gold.
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
So leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay."

Today we'll eat,
While millions cry
Tomorrow we'll drink
While millions die

"i need help finding the answer, not people guessing at the answer for me"

-Me

Sometimes the things that hurt you the most, are the only things that could ever
make you happy

Being alone isn't so bad, it's knowing no ones there that hurts.

I CoULdNt hELp iT wHeN i StaRted tO cRy
iVe ToLd mYseLf tHat LiFES a LiE
YoU KNo LoVe sUckS wHeN uR dReAmZ sLiP aWaY
iD tRaDe aLL my tOmOrROWz
[ F o R . O n E . Y e S t e r D a Y ]

--Unknown

I want to tell someone how I really feel,
I'm sick of pasting a fake smile over my face,
I want to tell all the shit I've been through,
But what good will it do, when I end up in disgrace?

I needed someone, no1 was there... I asked for help, no1 answered... I begged for forgiveness, no1 cared... I screamed for attention, no1 took notice... I cried for you, no1 dried my tears...

My biggest fear is rejection...
And im living in my fear