There is a pleasure in poetic pains which only poets know.

Burning tears,
Running down my face,
As I look in the mirror,
I see a disgrace,].

*Even the Most Beautiful Of People Can Have The Uglyist Of Insides*

Take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world,
&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore

If you ever looked inside a girl you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets && lots of lies but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong

Behind My smile is a broken heart,
Behind my laugh I`m falling apart,
look closely at me and you'll see
The girl I am isn't me..\\//

Just go out there and fake a smile...everything will be alright

I love you but you dont love me, I can see it in your eyes when you look at me. I'll pretend it doesn't hurt, i'll never even cry but when you walk away a part of me will die

WHeN i {{THiNK}} i CRY
So MuCH THaT i *WiSH* To Die
BuT iN THe -eND- iT'LL aLL Be oK
i'LL LiVe To ::FiGHT:: aNoTHeR DaY
So WHeN You FeeL :!:aLL:!:! HoPe GoNE
Be STRoNG ^_^ aND ^_^ CaRRY oN

LoNeLY. . . Xxx

Dying to be perfect, starving to be thin, wanting to be loved, and crying deep within