"once your world is shattered, its never put back together exactly as it was."

Tears Are Words The Heart Cannot Say

She keeps all her thoughts in her head
&lets them out each night in a crimson lie

If it pleases you
Then I'm fine
It will help you sleep
I'm not suicidal
If it helps ease your mind
These scares are not self-intended
If it keeps you from leaving
Mom I'm not crazy!

I'll smile like nothings wrong
&talk like its perfect
Act like it's a dream
&pretend its not hurting me

My arms are full of lies
Its my artistic way of dealing
Of the pain you cause me

He saw her change
Nothing he could do
Except watch her fall

Life behind a mask
Never lets it show
But if you look closely
You can see the blade

Were the kind of kids
Who always make mistakes
You're the kind of kids who constantly
Shove it in our face

Should i cry now or later?