Just because I sometimes think of suicide..
It doesn't mean I want to die..
It means I want the pain to end..

Scars and smiles are one and the same
Because the people that smile the most
Have the most scars and hide the worst pain

Everything inside is screaming,
With open wounds that ooze,
Maggots feeding and teeming,
Her pallor gray and bruised.

This is how she feels inside,
With no relief in sight.
So she smiles wide, she smiles bright,
And screams into the night.

Being by myself isn't safe. I'm not worried about someone else breaking in because I am the intruder and the killer.

I love her. But it's better to love her from afar than beside her and add to my scars.

I want the shadows to entangle me and kiss me with the passion of death.

I wish I can tell you how I really feel but to speak as the wind can sometimes be as sharp as a knife to speak as a river can be as smooth stones But with a flaming tongue it can be as hot as flames.

The deepest desire(s) dwells in the heart and appears in the eyes; but when mingles with pain, reflected by red-shaded tears.

Honestly, is it so wrong of me to not want to exists here anymore? My heartbreaks everyday seeing the oblivious evil in it. No matter what i do...there will be no difference here.

We really do not fail. We only decide.