All alone in the dark with nothing but the voices in my head.

I let my mind drift, but the place it drifts to is tormented and fearful.

You are always pushing me to the limit... to the edge of the line... the only way i can go to is the other side of relaity--fantasy... but why are you still haunting me there?

Its easier to accept the pains of reality than to live with the lies of fantasy...

*my bestfriend said this*

Mutilation is the pain you need to create to erase the pain that is craving your heart...
This pain might be different, but it is still the same...

Suicide is hating yourself!
So before you comitt suicide think about it
Do you hate yourself or just your life?
And remember you can change your life and your self at any time,
its just a matter of wanting to and doing it!

Hope is only an illusion & Ocean Soul's nothing but a name...

[Nightwish]

"As the twilight falls upon my dark and decaying corpse I wonder......what I must taste like to the gnawing maggots"

I REALLY BELIEVED YOU IN I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO SUCH THING TO SOME ONE LIK ME

Insanity always trys to take over but i never let it win.
When it trys to take over again i think i'll let it win this time.