It's time I leave the past in the past. When trauma occurs you have two choices. You can either let it ruin your life amd hurt you or you can learn from it and show just how strong you really are

"Don't question my heart
Don't question the fire that burns inside
Don't question my heart
Don't question my heart prepare to fight"
~ DONT QUESTION MY HEART by SALIVA ( my theme song)

"So what if you can see
the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change
this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal"
~Animal I've become by Three Days Grace

Picking up the pieces of the mess I made

As trivial as it may sound to you, can I just rejoice in the reality that today is not yesterday?

Never ignore your inner thoughts and feelings
Just because you're in a safe place
Doesn't mean you're living

I keep telling myself:

the world is under construction
that's why it's a chaos at the moment
But once the construction is over,
peace will reign.

I just keep telling that to myself.

What is a world, without a mother? what is a life, without a mother's love? you're the column of life, mothers of the world

What is a world, without a mother? what is a life, without a mother's love? you're the column of life, mothers of the world

Nobody's perfect
but everybody's perfect at being them self