It's hard to do experimenting and testing when you're the one being tested and experimented on.

Why let the tears fall? I know how it feels, in a world so big, you can feel so small.

There will be no flowers, nor funeral for me.
Just an open furnace and a lot of heat. Throw me in an forget me there, dump the ashes somewhere with no air.

It's cold, I'm turning pale and still coughing blood...
I didn't know cancer turns you into a Vampire...
36hours and still counting.

"It is easy to fit in everywhere when you don't fit in anywhere." -Adam Semanchick.

I have cancer.... Oh well, not like it matters just like I don't matter and never have

Guess that means I have to get another tattoo over this tattoo just to cover up and bury old memories that never was and will never be....

You can say what you truly want but your eyes will tell it all

From beginning to end; Temptation remains

"You say you love my eyes, but behind them hide my tears. You say you love my smile, but behind it hides my fears."