Scary clowns

I can't hide from my fears,
While I am stabbed by thorny shears.
Just surrounded by biting illusion,
Trying to keep myself out of this wicked confusion.

In a smoky World, saturated by silent screams.
I am Speechless even in my dreams.
My soul cannot be unleashed.
It's firmly wrapped in a tight bead.

There were beasts around me.
Like if it were the worst of my destiny.
They were wearing masks of steel,
Colored by white and black peel.

Their tricks were perfectly played,
Every move they do was totally arrayed,
And even the Diabolic mind can't beat them.
Because their destination was kind of dim.

And here I am just watching the red sacrifice,
When the adder kills the crow with no compromise.
Now her majesty gets the power of the black widow,
Keeping her eye on me through the mania of my broken shadow.

It became too hard to reach a gate to my purple serenity
Under the black rain of captivating obscenity.
I heard a voice saying "we are gonna swallow your blood,
You are already red-handed and it's the justice of God"

Then I wake up to find it all was just a nightmare.
Seeing clowns and snakes is something that I can't bear.
It seems that every time I go to sleep, I'll always suffer.
And being drowned in misunderstanding is a fatal matter.

By all means they all were the crew of my sins.
And the truth is that every time I lose, the devil wins.
Where are they going to take me.. to eternal HELL!!
Even if it were my last surrender in a hidden cell!!