Gotta say I love the hope in this, the genuine feeling of being happy to wake up, after all, that has to come from you primarily though others may try to help you see that "light" in greeting a new day. Such a gentleness in these lines, and sometimes we need others to care for us first. No shame in that. Especially when we don't have the energy, the strength (mental, emotional or physical) or feel like we deserve it. There was humility in this, in allowing others to put you first, to accept that and know it's a journey of self-care.