3.38am

3.38am and I cannot sleep
despite my body yearning for rest -

My mind is on overdrive tonight,
I had a feeling you'd find me
but
I had faith in the boys in blue.

Haven't you caused enough heartache?

I'm still paying for your debts,
in more ways than one and I
Sacrificed alot for you -

Will you not stop until I'm

6 feet under?

And I ask myself once more -
How do you stop caring for someone
who cared so little for you and
Am I deserving of true love?

Thoughts plague my mind,
It's no wonder insomnia prevails.

©Em