Alone

I feel like I just wanna cry
But I stand tall and hold my tears
I don?t want people to feel sorry for me
They don?t know what I go through every day.
It looks as if I have the perfect life

I am on my own,
No one to trust,
No one to care,
No one to talk to,
No one to be there.

At first, everything felt so right
I had my friends by my side
And they all had my reliance.
But then they deceived, betrayed, and a banded me.
Left me here alone.

Alone I face the world,
Alone as I grow,
Alone to shame.

So many believe what is not true
I do not care anymore,
I let them suppose what they yearn
They think it was my entire fault,
But do they know the truth?

I have tried to tell.
They do not become aware of.
They judge from their perspective,
Adding their own evidence along the way.
I feel so manipulated.

It has become clear to me what is now.
There is no one to trust, sometimes not even your self.
I trusted myself to think all my friends were true.
That they would never lie to me,
that they would never leave me for another.

So many thoughts I have thought.
So many wrongs I have wronged.
Where do I go from now?
All I know is that I?m alone.
Alone in this world to face