Hiden love

I don't want to ignore you
although i should i know
but to watch you carry on without me
would make me feel too low

i want to tel you to leave me
to let me live my own life
but i have no vision without you
even if you cause the strife

i know it isn't right
to feel nothing but more pain
but no answer ever comes
i cant seem to find a way

is there a cure out there
for a deflated heart
if there is please someone say
help me pick up every part

i need to get my life on track
to be able to think straight
i cant take anymore
how much longer must i wait

you haunt my every dream
with your vicious games and lies
but still i cant stop loving you
a feeling i despise

the more i hide my love from you
the stronger the ache becomes
as every thing else crumbles down
these feelings slowly numb

when numb i can easily fake
and pretend all is fine
but soon something else rips my seems
its only a matter of time

but there is only so much
time can heal in its way
the rest i have to deal with
as it will never go away