Will you ever know

Will you ever know now my darling
How the blood in my veins hurts me inside?
Will you ever know now my darling
What it feels like to hold me when I cry?
Will you ever know now my darling
How much difference my love could make?
Will you ever know now my darling
What it feels like for me to kiss you awake?
Will you ever know now my darling
What my love feels like in your heart?
Will you ever know now my darling
How much I miss you when we’re apart?
Will you ever know now my darling
How it feels to hold my heart it your hands?
Will you ever know now my darling
To have someone who listens and truly understands?
Will you ever know now my darling
Everything I feel in my mind?
Will you ever know now my darling
Is that something you ever want to find?
Will you ever know now my darling
What my inner most thoughts think of you?
Will you ever know now my darling
That I could have given you something true?
Will you ever know now my darling
How sad and alone I really am deep down?
Will you ever know now my darling
How I manage to always play the clown?
Will you ever know now my darling
The true me inside this façade?
Will you ever know now my darling
How I find this existence so hard?
Will you ever know now my darling
How you made me happy for a while?
Will you ever know my darling
How little life makes me smile?
Will you ever know now my darling
How I’d have held you and never let go?
Will you ever know now my darling
You’ve walked away so no you’ll never know!
Will you ever know now my darling
What it feels like to have someone love you, no strings?
Will you ever know now my darling
Will you ever know any of these things?