New Years Eve

I know I’m not a perfect girl
I know I’ve caused you pain
But I love with you all my heart and soul
And that will never change
I’ll sit alone on new years eve
To cry my lonely tears
Fighting demons and insecurities
Confirming all my darkest fears
And I’ll harbour all the guilt inside
Of the way I messed up again
And I’ll dream of our perfect day in June
Wishing things could be the same
In my loneliness I’ll try to block
The guilt, the pain and my pride
And I’ll silently wish you happy new year
As my heart lies broken inside