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No one has the right to hurt me,
only i can have that possibility.
but your lies they hurt just as much as the verbal abuse you have said.
when you turn and glare it sends daggers to my heart.
as i sink to the darkness of the black oceans depth

What i feel i don't understand,
what i understand confuses me
what i know to be true
i wish could be false
but its not so i wont live in hope

what you say i can no longer believe
what you have said were all lies to me
i have forgiven but i will not forget
i have taken your apology
but i shall never forget the feeling you left inside of me

i am an inconvenience to all around
a shadow that stays in the dark
i am the bane of all existence
i am the bane of all lives

so all emotions and feelings packed up in a suitcase and sent on a plane never to return
Tied with a lock that only my thoughts can open
retreating back to the space of my own
retreating back never to return

When the lock is broken and feelings emerge my emotions bottled up for so long scared to re live
as ones who love read these words my meaning is lost in their minds forever in their souls
so the title unwritten and ending not finished but these words are here to stay right out in the bare and sorrowful open

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