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by Hidden Meaning   Jan 15, 2005


No one has the right to hurt me,
only i can have that possibility.
but your lies they hurt just as much as the verbal abuse you have said.
when you turn and glare it sends daggers to my heart.
as i sink to the darkness of the black oceans depth

What i feel i don't understand,
what i understand confuses me
what i know to be true
i wish could be false
but its not so i wont live in hope

what you say i can no longer believe
what you have said were all lies to me
i have forgiven but i will not forget
i have taken your apology
but i shall never forget the feeling you left inside of me

i am an inconvenience to all around
a shadow that stays in the dark
i am the bane of all existence
i am the bane of all lives

so all emotions and feelings packed up in a suitcase and sent on a plane never to return
Tied with a lock that only my thoughts can open
retreating back to the space of my own
retreating back never to return

When the lock is broken and feelings emerge my emotions bottled up for so long scared to re live
as ones who love read these words my meaning is lost in their minds forever in their souls
so the title unwritten and ending not finished but these words are here to stay right out in the bare and sorrowful open

© Copyright J.A.

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  • hey chick thats a real good poem x x x x

  • wow this is a very deep poem....... it was brillaint very creative and well written i really enjoyed reading it...... having a window into your feelings so to speak....... beautiful poem you have a way with words and you are very talented! >>5/5<<
    bec xXx

  • 19 years ago

    by EpithetPoet

    wow, this was really powerful. enjoyed it immensely. great job :)

  • brilliant hun :) x x x x

  • 19 years ago

    by deadnalone

    god thats beautiful,
    take care,
    i loved it,
    deserves more than a 5,
    ellie
    xoxoxo

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