The Hospital.

*I know it's kind of long, but I would appreciate any comments, it will mean alot to me.

It was just another day
Of silence and loneliness
To dwell among my pity
And cry from all my stress.

I felt very different though
And I really didn't know why
I was crazed for what I planned
I was definetly ready to die.

So I knew that after school
When the family was gone
I would write my letter
Of why it had to be done.

My counselor knew though
Something was very wrong
That I looked quite different
And not quite so strong.

He rushed me to the hospital
I said tomorrow wasn't there
I couldn't see my tomorrow
I was just so scared...

I layed in my hospital bed
Thinking things through
How much of a mess I was
How all of us were screwed.

The doctors then came in
Gave my countless meds
Wondering when it will end
Of me just trying to be dead.

They took my stuff away
Even my clothes, all of it
I was left with a blue gown
All of this was complete shit.

So I stayed there for hours
Hoping I could leave soon
I know I wouldn't sleep here
It was just so out of tune.

But I did stay.. for a long time.
A minute felt like an hour
I was so tired and careless
My body was so out of power.

My parents were sobbing
While in the waiting room
To see if I would stay here
Or just till tonight... I assumed.

But I stayed there overnight
Crying myself to sleep
My eyes so dreary and heavy
I just wanted to cut so deep.

I didn't sleep all night
The voices talked to loud
I wanted to go home
The nurse said I wasn't allowed.

So I stayed there even longer
They said I could finally go home
After all this wasted useless time
I knew I was going to be alone.

I locked myself in my room
Without anything left to say
Because I already knew
That it was just another day.