Death Haunts My Mind

My dark, dark fate ended so cold;
The days go by as a slow blur.
Winter crowds my heart and surroundings.
The ice leaves the windows frozen.
Nothing comforts me but the pain:
Your face haunts me continually.
I blink my eyes to darkness,
I open them to the same darkness.

My sweet, sweet pain will not leave;
The days go by as a slow blur.
Flashes of crimson red appear constant.
The blade controls its periodic victims.
Nothing understands pain but the pain itself:
Your face still haunts me continually.
I feel the pain of great sweetness,
I surrender to the pain of great sweetness.

My horrible, horrible memories stay;
The days go by as a slow blur.
Only dreaming for them to cease.
The life I live and lie, I want it gone
Nothing but one can help this wish:
Your face still haunts me continually.
I live my life of horribleness,
I want to end my life of horribleness.

My silent, silent secrets will not go;
The days go by as a slow blur.
An awful game that never ends.
But I do not want to be left to play.
Nothing takes my empty pride away:
Your face still haunts me continually.
I will hold my secrets with silentness,
I will die with my unavenged silentness.