Kill Me Now

by Andrea   Apr 8, 2005


It’s getting late and I still can’t sleep.
Fresh cuts and bruises have been added again.
This daily cycle will never end.
I might as well give up on everything.

Darkness has almost taken over.
I am getting nearer towards dying.
At least that will finally stop my crying.
My eyes are too tired to cry anymore.

Fear hasn’t left me, it still remains inside.
My heart races ever so fast all the time.
I am tired of lying saying that I’m fine.
Can’t I live peacefully without corruption?

Fury has combined with pain in my life.
I am full of anger that I take out on my wrist.
I am full of boiling rage as I tighten my fist.
Maybe I should stay alone and hated.

Broken and ripped of a decent hopeful soul.
I am a puzzle that has never been solved.
But the cutting is hard not to get involved.
The temptation is so overwhelming.

My scars won’t fade because I re-open them.
It is my fault everything bad happens to me.
My mother was right, isn’t it clear to see?
If I were gone, everyone would be happier.

If my own parents don’t care, why should I?
I took a few pills today; I think I’ll take more.
Dying peacefully and no more me that is torn.
I love you all so much but I have fallen.

Kill me now.

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  • 19 years ago

    by SheiLa

    andrea.. i could never hate ur poem..it has always been great.. luv it.. so meaningful.. keep writing, it'll keep you alive.. i've put down my pen for quite a while but im feeling down too.. myb i'll keep writing.. ur poem inspired me, ur such a great poet~

    prayers xx
    sheila

  • 19 years ago

    by Idiosyncratic

    awesome poem 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by Bleeding_Red_Fallen_Angel

    Omg I sure hope you never commit suicide because I know I would miss you! I love your writing, your one of my favorite poets and it would be horrible if I never got to read your work again. You have such a talent just look at what's around you. You can accomplish so much more. Of course this poem is amazing as are you. Always here. >3jess

  • 19 years ago

    by Unloved ♥

    I loved the style, the way you wrote it..its great..the title said everything and the poem was amazing...like all the other ones you've written

    Unloved ♥

  • 19 years ago

    by Taylor

    great poem! i love it! really amazing. . . sad but i can relate. . . wow now that is sad lol. . . well like you said we need to stay strong. . . keep it up!

    -Big Hairy Monkey Nutts!!!

    Love, Taylor