The Tragic End

*I know it's long, but please read all of it... It's about my best friend who commited suicide... PLEASE READ ALL OF IT!*

How can a soul be so hurt inside?
The answers are there but they manage to hide
Eyes so cold and face so pale
Crimson wrists leave a bloody trail
Beautiful scars never leave her arm
Reminding her that she’ll always self-harm
Tears streamed endlessly down her face
As she wanted to leave this horrid place
Craving attention and someone’s care
Her motto: “Life’s BS and life’s not fair”
She’s sick of living a messed up life
Having to live with all the strife
Caught up in her world, in her hell
She reached the day when she finally fell
She indulged herself in her beautiful ways
Remembering laughs and those screwed up days
Smiling as she saw herself bleed
Smiling as she satisfied her greed
She’s alive, she knows because she feels the pain
She feels the hatred burn through her veins
She lays down on the floor and looks toward the sky
As she lets herself bleed and she contemplates why
Why did she decide to leave her best friend
When she promised she’ll be there until the very end
With all the strength that remains inside
She wrote a poem to her friend before she died
A heart-felt note that her friend will never forget
After she wrote the note she was left in regret
Remembering her best friend, she did not want to die
But the end was here and she had to say good-bye
She fell to the floor as she can no longer stand
And lay there for a while with the note in her hand
One September night she just ended it all
She took the blade and took the fall
Her best friend found her dead on the floor
And her best friend attempted suicide once more
She did not succeed for the blade didn’t go deep
So all she did was hug her and weep
Now her best friend sits and writes this poem
As she sits all alone in her home
She sits and she bleeds as her friend once had
Feeling alone in this world, feeling so sad
She lives with the thought that her friend took her life
She lost her best friend to the urge from the knife
And now all she has are memories of her best friend
The one whose life came to a tragic end

*R.I.P. Danielle... I love you! 5/3/88 - 9/23/04*

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