Bloody Water

Lying in the bathtub,
cutting every vain.
watching the bath fill with blood,
and drowning here in pain.

its about an inch deep,
and I've got so much more to go.
should I turn water on high and watch it overflow.

I remember my father,
I saw him last years ago.
I think its my time to see him again
and be with him in heaven.
but when I get to the gates,
n look down an wish me well.
I will spend eternity
burning in hell

I'm hardly here and
regret what I have done,
wish I thought twice
before I had the blade and begun

I'm lying here in my watery
blood, no one to hear my cries,
I look up and see Gods face
with my very eyes.

I hold his hand and talk
as I repeat and we begin to walk.
so now there is nothing else to hide
this is what you truly call a blessed suicide