Don't look at me

Don't look at me,
I don't want you to see.
This person I've become,
It's too late, I've succumbed.
Into hits hole so deep,
Scratching at the walls,
I can't get out,
I'm suffocating slowly.
You patronise me,
You make me shiver,
It's you who built this brick wall,
Now so unwilling to wither.
Don't look at me,
Please i know what I've become,
It's nothing I'm proud of,
Nothing i don't regret.
Yet this is me now,
I can't help it,
It's just too late.
I'm not the one that you love,
I guess you never did.
But please just...
Don't look at me.

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