From Above

I'm sorry i couldn't tell you the truth
I'm sorry i had to be so sleuth,

I couldn't show you who I was
if you wonder why, its simply because
I didn't want you to get tangled in this mess
I didn't want to cause you this stress

now you know my life was fake
there was just no more I could take

my life is twisted,
it seems as if I shouldn't of existed

I didn't want you to see my problems
I know it would hurt you that you cant help me
that you cant set me free

I'm sorry for the lies
i know my decision wasn't wise

everyone seems so fake
not many give, so many take

you know I love you
that my heart was true

I just didn't want you to feel this pain
I never wanted you to see the bloody stains

I never wanted you to see the scars
for an answer we all look to the stars

my relief, the blade was shining in the moon light
I didn't mean to take my life

I'm sorry my love
just know I'm watching you from above