Diminish me to Nothing

As i walk in the door,
My face moulds into a fall.
I know all that will come,
Is your fist and no fun.
Even without physical anger,
Words and looks are plenty.
They diminish everything in me,
And destroy my will to live.
You make me feel like s**t,
So much that i no longer care.
I take abuse all night and nod,
I've found this way easier,
I've accepted what you've made me,
And who I've now become.
I used to be so caring and loving.
And now i guess I'm just scum.
The feelings i endure every night,
Produce anger and pain in my heart.
No-ones ever happy with me,
I can never be or do enough.
So if i can't live for myself,
I may try and do it for you.
But now through harsh realities,
I'll find 'you' no longer exist.
I've finally realized that nobody cares,
Finally realized that nobody's there.
It took some times but now i know,
The reality of this teenage life,
Even if i wish it weren't so.

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